I must be really unhealthy or something...or WAIT MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!!!!! :D

anyway....yeah but I'm think I'm really not a very healthy person. Because I don't seem to sleep well.

Often I will wake up at 5 or 6 something for no apparent reason and find it hard to sleep again, or by the time I sleep properly again, it's time to wake up already. And then to make things worse I get nightmares... and grind my teeth in my sleep(which apparently is because of stress...but I'm on holiday! okay a quickly dwindling holiday)...

Nightmares mainly about school (who knew I had so deep seated a fear :P) since school is about to start soon.

And then I'm starting to get VERY VERY prone to head aches. I could have slept at least 9 hours but wake up tired and then get a head ache 2 hours after waking up. As I am typing this I just had a headache 10 minutes ago....

This must be after effects of stress + irregular sleeping times.. you have been forewarned! SLEEP EARLY AND ON TIME!!

It's funny how when someone calls our house to talk to one of us 3 sisters, they always comment that we all sound the same.

And I guess we do, especially when we all laugh together, it sounds quite like one person laughing super loud.

But we're just so different
so complex
and so well unique :)

All I want for Christmas is....

well...quite a few things.

1. Some nice yarn. quality yarn
2. A good book :) (Thriller/Mystery(preferably agatha christie)/Something funny but not so chic lit-ish,because chic lit tends to revolve too much on you-know-what.)
3.An acoustic guitar :) (okay, maybe I don't need one, since all these while I've been teaching myself the guitar on my own on my sis's classical guitar.....but still...)
4.A Craft book. (knitting/crocheting/origami/wood craft/candle stuff....mainly knitting lah I guess..but they kinda cost a bomb..)

ugh..they all sound expensive.And well this whole post sounds very selfish.so self-focused and all.hmm.....

Wah I'm not around for 6 days...and now I have about 126 new mail.wooowwww

Anyway MY EYE HURTS! my right eye is soooo red I should star in all the latest horror movies and earn some cash to buy Christmas pressies :P eh, Kinson, the CHEAP yarn is RM1.70 :) but the Xpensive punya yarn then, you buy one ball you don't need to think about buying other people's pressie already loh.

by the way BACK to my red eye. It hurts and is super red.This morning, I was trying to figure out why I had a red eye, I didn't rub my eyes like mad, I didn't cry my eyes out, I didn't erm put dirt or whatever in my eye... And I've found out the cause of this red eye, it's because of this tiny boil in my eye.Which I only saw wbefore I was going to bathe.

IT HURTS LAHHHH :'(

So I'm back from TeenStreet. I'm SUPPOSED to be sleeping, and SHOULD sleep seeing as I'm tired and all. But I'm in a blogging mood.
after all I haven't updated in donkey years. okay..donkey days.

MY SISTER IS HOME! SHE"S HOME FROM AUSSIE! the thing is, because of TeenStreet, I wasn't around to fetch my sis back from the airport. So today is the first time im seeing her in months. So, I was estactic to see her. and guess what, she bought me YARN! not just normal normal kind you know, it's this kinda feathery yarn, I'm thinking that I might make some nice stuffed toy out of it. so furry and soft! :)

During dinner we were laughing our heads off about well..the usual family stuff were only your family gets it, and only your family will laugh till ttaers run down your cheeks. :D Tomorrow gonna escort my sis shopping haha. by escort meaning I'm not the one doing the shopping loh, just the eh...consultant but more higher pangkat version lah I'm the sister right? :P Besides I quite like that, because I don't have much patience shopping for clothes... ahha. I'm more of a book person. books are the main source of attraction. or if 1Utama starts selling yarn(the good quality ones) super cheap :p

And then of course about TeenStreet...
Honestly, I wan't sure how it'll go. Firstly, I knew no one. okay actually I knew 2 people there. But one of them, I haven't talked to in a long time. another who's well a fountain (Allo great counsellor friend! :) ) So I had to socialize. which is a good thing I guess, to really get to know new people and not stick with your little groupies all the time. I got to know my net group quite well. :D Secondly, I've never been to TeenStreet before, so I had no idea what to expect. But I've heard so much about it. so, I guess I DID have my expectations. Well, it was fun, and well one of the few camps Ithat I can honestly truly say is properly catered to youth :D

I wasn't so used to the worship though, my church's music is considerably more conservative. Besides, my music taste is quite different from the super jumpy rockish kind.so throughout the worship service I was quite silent..I did sing the songs I knew and tried to join in some of them. But mostly I was reading the words rather than singing.

TNT race... I shouldn't have worried so much about my costume. I was the only person from my net to bring a cambodian-like (or what little we knew of their clothes) costume.I was quite stressed about it(ask my eldest sis..she saw it firsthand) jumping around my sis's room, until she solved my "I have nothing to wear!!" problem. For my net group, well we only completed 2 events ahha. The one I remember best is the 'post-war trauma' event, we were supposed to put our head close to a pole and walk around it 7 times(the kind souls toned it down from 10 rounds...probably should call them wise souls too..seeing as what happened to me ahha), well I did just that..up til the 6 or 7th round, I was slowing down, then I stood up after my 7th round or tried to since next thing I knew my head was on the grass. I remember some guy was shouting "stand! stand! Whoa whoa.." and I was like "I am standing!" and then I just plopped down. Our 3rd event was going to be slippery escape. but the alarm thing went "AAAIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE" so we all had to stop.

anyway I'm getting really tired now. sooo might update more tomorrow :)

I'm back....from another camp. TEENSTREET! more about it later. hehe need to hurry off and bathe!